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The first time I had a mass shooter come to my door, it was a frightening moment.
The guy walked up to my front door, and he was in a suit, in a dark suit, looking menacing.
He said, ‘You have a gun.
I have a bomb.’
I didn’t have the time to say anything to him, so I just went into my house, opened my bedroom door and locked it.
I wasn’t scared at all.
I had two security guards who were here to guard me, and they told me, ‘Stay inside, don’t come out.
Don’t go out.
Keep it inside.
Do not talk to anyone.’
I stayed inside, locked the door, but I wasn.
It was scary.
But I was also very aware of my security.
I kept it locked, and I was very, very careful.
There was no way he could have gotten past my front gate.
It would have been really hard to find him.
He was on the phone with the school district.
I was like, ‘No way, no way, that’s a bad idea.
I’m going to stay here and do my job, which is to protect the people of my school.’
It was like a nightmare.
I stayed home.
That’s when the school system came out with a national database of people who had had mass shootings, and it gave me a map.
Every time I went to a school or a mall, I would have to find out what kind of gun they had.
I would find out if it was loaded, and then I would know how many rounds it had.
The school system would put out a map with the names of the people who lived there and their ages, and that would tell me if I had to go to the school or the mall or the library.
The people who went to school had to be 21 or over, and there had to have been at least one of the victims killed.
In my district, I was the youngest person, so it was my responsibility to protect everybody else.
But in my community, there was no map.
People didn’t know that I was on it, so there were times I was worried about getting shot.
But it was an awesome feeling to know that the people you care about are safe.
I also learned that it’s possible to get shot, and not kill anyone.
That helped me a lot in terms of my confidence in the people around me, who were in a better position to protect themselves.
I think it also helps me when someone else is in the house with you.
I’ve been in the same house for 12 years, and you’re just in the middle of a scary situation.
You’re just worried about yourself and your safety, and if something happens to someone else, you can feel safe in your own home.
It’s a little scary, but it helps you.
People don’t think about how dangerous they can get.
If you have a weapon, you know exactly what to do.
People get scared, they start running, and everything gets locked.
When it’s locked, it’s dangerous.
I can tell you that if I was a shooter, I’d go back and lock the door.
If it was just me, I wouldn’t do that.
But if it’s someone else who is in your home, you have to take care of them.
So that’s how I deal with it.
You learn that it is very difficult to get the job done in life.
It takes time to figure out what you want to do with your life.
I learned that when I had been at work for five years, I didn to go out and run.
I just got on the bike, and the first time when I went out I was terrified.
Then I got on my bike, did some training, and now I’m in the best shape of my life.
The other day I was at a grocery store and a guy came up to me and said, “Hi, how are you doing?”
I told him, “I’m doing fine.”
He said: “That’s what you need to do.”
I’m like, “Yeah, well, I guess that’s just the way I am.”
Then I started walking and walking.
Then someone called my name and called the police.
I got the phone number of the police officer and I told them, “You know what?
I’m a victim.”
The police officer was like: “We have a mass murder, you’re the one who needs to go into the hospital.”
That was a relief.
I started feeling much better.
I went home and said: ‘I’m going back to work tomorrow.
I want to be the person who gets the job